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All Edward/Bella scenes in New Moon (unless I blanked on something)
“Can I say my brother’s an asshole? Ok, my brother is an asshole, right? And now he’s some fucking martyr God now that he’s dead. He’s dead, by the way. He’s dead, right?”
“Did you not get a chance to say goodbye?”
“No, I was too fucked up. My mom came in to get me and I couldn’t even move. I couldn’t move my head so I didn’t get to say goodbye. I just laid there in my bed thinking about all the attention he was going to get whenever he came home. How all his stupid friends would sign his cast and how he’d probably get a pity lay out of it. So, I didn’t get to say goodbye and now…You know the thing was that…shit…he was never an asshole. He was actually really cool with me. And he could have ratted me out like a thousand times and he never did. Me and him used to do all kinds of fun shit together and the truth is I wanna be just like him. I loved him more than anything. And I was too fucked up to say goodbye. In the end, that is all I ever gave him, was nothing. You know how that feels to have one shot and fucking just blow it? It’s gone, I’ll never get that chance again. I just miss him so much.”
My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind
My love, look what you can do
I am mending, I’ll be with you
You took my hand added a plan
You gave me your heart
